the cum I gave you…

When you aren’t with me, I jerk off to porn. It isn’t a subconscious reflection of other desires, because God knows, our flesh is not wanting. I am a voyeur if truth be told, and like to watch — I like to watch and make myself cum.

It is late where you are, and as we say goodnight, you laugh and suggest I watch some orgy porn, but only if I remember to whisper your name as I cum. As I slide my phone onto the night table, the thought of cumming for you has taken root and I throw the covers off and search for my computer — I like my porn on the big screen. My cock is urging me to hurry back under the covers and the thought of being hard washes through me.  

I like to jerk off to porn in the dark and by the glow of the computer screen; not because of any sort of embarrassment but there is a feeling of emersion as I watch. I scroll the endless clips of people licking and fucking; I pass on many, and click on some – sometimes it is simply a man and woman fucking, other times it involves the smooth look of latex but mostly, I like to watch couples sharing each other and showing off. I shy away from the overly produced and spend my time looking for something more amateur; in my mind, it is something a little bit more real.

As you encouraged, I found something with three women and two men — something that offers many possibilities with cock and cunt and cunt and cunt. Even with amateur porn, there is often a formula in front of the camera and I like the feeling of what I’ve found and start to watch it play out; I make myself comfortable, bringing my knees up to cradle the computer.

I’m captivated when the women are playful and laughing. One of the women inevitably finds her way between spread legs and tastes perfectly shaven pussy — the woman with the perfectly shaven pussy moans with abandon. Another is sharing a kiss and is caressing a breast waiting her turn. She is pleasantly surprised as a man enters the screen and starts caressing the shape of her ass. See encourages the man to fuck her, and as he enters her from behind, she moans. Her sounds mix with the sounds of the woman with the perfectly shaven pussy.

My cock is hard and I lift the computer as I throw off the sheets; I hold the laptop above me as I stoke my cock lightly and stare intently at the screen. Another guy enters the screen, and as he watches the fucking and the pussy eating, he lowers himself over the woman with the perfectly shaved pussy who stops moaning to suck his cock; he contorts himself to kiss the woman who is being fucked from behind.

I am now stroking faster and harder. I think of you as I watch but I don’t want to whisper your name yet, so shift myself and slow my tempo. Sometimes I must stop all together if my cock begins to throb. I don’t want to cum yet.

The woman with the perfectly shaved pussy is now watching the two other women get fucked missionary style and is encouraging on the men to fuck harder. She kisses each woman gently and asks if they like getting fucked while someone watches. The nod their approval, and scream and moan.

I have given up trying to hold back cumming and stroke my cock the length of the shaft imaging being encouraged to fuck you. My arm is tiring from holding up the computer, but I am almost there; my balls have contracted up and I am so very hard. I grunt your name as I release, and as I continue to stroke my cock, I can feel it pulsing; cum has become a sort of lube.

I abruptly stop, and let the computer drop to the bed. The glow from people fucking on screen illuminates the cum on my hand, my stomach and even a drop or two on my chest. I whisper your name in the dark again and wish you were here — but you are not. I listen to the pounding in my chest for a moment and then shut the screen on my computer and push it to the side. I pull the sheets over me and feel the cool wetness of my cum.

In the darkness, as I’m about to fall asleep, I can feel cum run down my side. I shift and roll over on my side and relish in the cum I gave you.

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Dildo fucking…

I like it when you tell me cum has starting to run down your inner thigh and when returning from the bathroom you tell me how much I came; then you slide back into bed smelling of sex. You kiss me and tell me how you are still horny and want more — I say I will need a little time to recover and you laugh and reach down to feel my soft sticky cock.

Pulling the sheets back, you move to straddle me, and as I look up, you lick two fingers and move to your swollen cunt. You keep staring at me as you spread your folds and play with your clit — you are red and sticky with our juices.

You ask me to find the dildo, and as I stare up at you, I blindly reach for it under the covers and finally find it. Grabbing it, I hold it like a second cock just above my belly button and invite you to fuck me again. I hold it tight with two hands as you reposition and slowly guide neon pink deep and then grind into my hands. You fuck silently and reach to take control of the dildo and I watch you lose yourself in pleasure. You have lifted off me to make it easier to fuck yourself and the dildo now glistens.

I whisper my cock is coming back to life and you tell me it’s too late and I will have to lay there and just watch. You reposition still more to move your cunt, and the dildo you’re fucking, to my chin; your scent fills me. I watch the dildo spread red lips, and as I sense you building to climax, you stop. You pull the dildo out and push yourself onto my face and then grab my head to force my mouth hard into your cunt. You demand I make you cum. My tongue rolls around your clit but moves quickly to plunge inside. I can’t breathe as you grind into me and I move my tongue in and out with urgency — I can hear you groan, and your body tightens and juices fill my mouth. There is a moment I feel like I’m drowning but you shift again and I swallow; I can breathe again.

You’ve reached around and compliment my hard cock, and as if wondering aloud, ask how we can make sure it doesn’t go to waste. Then impishly, you get on top of me and kiss me softly on the lips and tell me you have an idea. You say that since we have a very talented dildo, we should see if it’s true that I can cum by using just a dildo. You kiss me again and mutter something about finding the lube; you shift yourself off me with determination.

You look like sex as you reach for the dildo.

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Cock, balls and cunt

There is a wildness to her eyes when she has cum for the last time — she looks at me as she pushes back her dishevelled hair and protests when I try to touch her; she says she’s sensitive and will be sore later. As she playfully slaps my hand away and kisses me deeply, she tells me she wants to play with our cock. It’s a game we sometimes play when she has taken me to the edge more than once but wouldn’t let me finish until as she says, she’s had her way with me.

She nudges me onto my back and searches for the lube lost somewhere among the sheets — with a sense of satisfaction she finds it and pours lube over my cock with abandon. She gets on top of me and moves herself until her warm cunt is pressed up against the base of my balls. She then announces how it looks like she has a cock and balls and wants to play with it until we cum. As I stare up at her, it does look like we both have the same cock and I groan slightly as she starts to press herself into me and stroke our cock. Her rhythm changes as she watches me, and she makes compliments about how red our cock is; she stops when she thinks I we can’t hold it any longer and pushes her cunt harder into me and coos with pleasure.

She reaches for more lube and pours it onto our cock and circles the ridge of the head with two fingers; she then slowly moves down the shaft to our balls and back up in a slow-motion until cunt, balls, and cock are slick and sticky.

She watches me contort and smiles as I beg to be released — she deliberately lightens her touch to keep me on the edge. Then almost to herself, she says she wants to watch us cum; her grip tightens, and she strokes our cock faster. She moves her other hand to our cock, and before she can start double handing our cock, my back arches as I cum with a long groan of relief. She softly stokes our cock and admires how much we came.

Slowly, and unexpectedly, she adjusts to separate cock, balls and cunt and straddles over me, and with a hand glistening with lube and cum, starts to caress the folds and finger her clit. She opens to her caresses and enters herself as I watch. She begins to rock slightly to her finger fucking and I watch juices begin to flow down her inner thighs and onto my cock and balls, and onto the sheets. With a shiver she stops, and her eyes focus on me and sparkle.

It seems she hadn’t come for the last time after all.

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maybe I am ready…

She likes the feel of my cock through latex.

She squirts lube into her cupped hand, and as I hardened, starts to stroke my cock. She moves the length of my shaft and circles her palm around the head; white latex glistens. When I moan quietly her eyes twinkled in the candlelight but her face suddenly becomes stern and she reminds me not to cum until she says I can.

There is a child-like enjoyment when she plays with my cock. She strokes intently and as I start to build, she whispers not to cum and stops. She runs a gloved finger lightly along the ridge of my shaft and is delighted as my cock reacts.

She tells me she will milk my prostate soon and it will make her very happy to watch me cum without touching my cock. She is quick to say I am not ready for that yet. She adds, I have so much to learn.

She pours lube over my cock and grabs it with both hands and stokes me firmly.With one hand she cups my balls and teases them down and tells me she is pleased with the colour of my cock. She coos with satisfaction as my cock jumps when latex and lube touch the head.

I tell her I need to cum but she will have none of it; not yet.

She is now stroking me lightly with a constant rhythm and telling me not to cum. I am holding back, my tongue against the roof of my mouth and my back is slightly arched off the bed. I have started to moan in sharp gasps through my nose and the sheets have become damp with sweat.

Her hand shifts to the base of my cock, and with a whisper, tells me to cum.

I am loud with my release and cum slurps repeatedly making its way down my cock to her latex covered hand. Her hand tightens and slowly moves up the shaft as I continue to cum and she plays with the head. I try to pull away because I am so sensitive but she holds me tightly.

She tells me that maybe I am ready after all.

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Back of her throat

If I am patient and let her relax and I don’t rush, my cock will feel the back of her throat. She lets me fuck her mouth deeply.

She doesn’t gag and enjoys the thrusting as she plays with her cunt. When I’m in her mouth I always make her very wet and she says I always get bigger. I want to pound into her mouth, but I don’t. I wait for her cunt to do that.

Inevitably my cock leaves her mouth hard and slick with her spit. She asks me to fuck her and is silent as I enter her. She is very wet.

Her eyes are wide and stare at nothing.

I fuck her hard and eventually position her at the edge of the bed. I enter her again and fuck her until she cums quietly. She asks to taste my cock and I feel the back of her throat again. I mouth fuck her until she makes herself cum.

When I am about to cum, I pull out and spirt strands of white all over her heaving breasts.

She sighs and moves her hand to rub my cum into her breasts.

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